Pandora's Bin

it's been sitting there, as is, for over a week now. yesterday afternoon, i heard the story of a fellow housemate who'd tried to take it out. gary birchall was blinded when a creature flew up and lodged in his eye. he stumbled around the kitchen, knocking over pots and pans. maybe it was an act of courage, or maybe a stroke of luck, but in his stagger, he'd knocked the lid back on, and prevented the further escape of the spirits within. hours later, in the middle of the night, from his bed, he had been heard shouting at the top of his lungs all manner of gibberish. at one stage he had referred to 'the smell of a thousand dead rodents'. coming from the man who works in security by trade, it's clear that it was enough to break even the strongest of men. as i write this, he is bed ridden, and has not moved in 2 days. i am told he has turned the colour of a lime.

a few days prior, young marty carrol had attempted to address the problem. young marty, godblessim, tries to do the right thing, kid's got his heart in the right place. but goddamnit, he went in with such fervour, he squatted right down next to the darn thing. when he opened the lid, his face right there next to it, he'd copped a mouthful, they flew out like the evils escaping from pandorra's box. like a whippet, the kid darted to the door, i looked out the window to see him sprinting down the street. no-one has seen or heard from him since tuesday. i can only hope he is ok.

then there was steve, who, just this morning when making breakfast, in a momentary lapse of concentration, had forgotten to use the substitute bin we'd arranged. the plastic bag on the door handle. after cracking his two eggs, he spun around, put his foot on the pedal to pop the lid of the bin. sitting at the kitchen bench, i could see it all unfolding. i yelled out to him, but it was too late. he was out. the eggs hit the tiles. he's been wandering around the house, silent, in a deluded state for 10 hours now. i'll never forget that chirpy whistle of his. that was the last sound he'd made before the incident. just a split second lapse in concentration, but a fateful one.

which leaves just me. i go about business as usual in the kitchen as best i can, as though there's nothing to worry about. but i'm constantly conscious of it. each time i pass it. i live in fear. in fear for what lurks in there.